Health Care

Today my mom was operated a "percutaneous coronary intervention" due to her coronary heart disease. This was her second time to experience such operation. I took my annual leave for taking care of her. Regardless that I was told such operation is very simple in today's medical technology, I still got upset more or less. It took about 3 hours and had been operated very successfully this morning.

Most people in sickness are needy and impatient. It's indeed a good timing to test my patience and train myself in a good temper. Sometimes I couldn't help to think, how will I be when I grow as old as my mom's age? Will I be so needy then? Will there be someone standing by me? However, I would rather to be the healthy one to take care of others.

I really don't like to go to hospital. To be more precisely, I am afraid of that. I think the main reason is I am afraid to see those people suffered by illness and accidence, and so many separations between loved ones in life or death occuring there. I know those are parts of our life and we might have to experience that someday, but I still can't overcome such feeling.

These days I heard of some friends and some friends' relatives got sick or uncomfortable. I also heard that some of them had worked too hard to ignore their red signals on health. Though I'm not a good advisor on health, I still want to remind of them- "Health is the best wealth". As you might be told that " While there is life, there is hope." I wish you may take good care on your health while you "enjoying" your works.

Harvest From My Trip

The first working day after my trip, there was non-stop running in my head, about the unfinished job, about the people I met there, and about all the things I experienced during my trip. Actually I am not so brave to face every sigle departure, but I think that's what we called " LIFE". When will we meet together next time? Could it be possible to be scheduled as our plans? Well...I bet we all know well the answer. As the age being added year by year, my heart seems more easily to be moved.

Regular visit my auditee once a year, I knew a lot of kind, smart, hospitable friends during my fieldwork. My appreciations are more than words. Without their full supports and precious time, my job would be an impossible mission. Every year I visit them, like to see my long time friends if they got any changed. It's a pity this time I heard of some friends resigned from these companies, so I hadn't the chance to see them again in this trip. Even I don't like the feeling, but this reality I used to say that's fate. If we have fate, we would meet again someday.

The important lesson of relationship reconstruction in these days is still pending. I think I had done my best to express my concern and feelings, but no response and surprise happened till the last minute, no one sigle thing of my imagination ever realized. However, I still feel happy we had broken the silence of communication, and keep the faith on the power of a true heart.

Now I feel a bit confused...Is this the destination? Perhaps no answer is also a kind of answers.

Who said time can tell everything? So far I haven't seen anything about my question. Anyway, as for how the future will go on, I will hand it over to God. Some people might stay longer in my life, some don't. So my simple thinking is just to make every pleasant moments to become my joyful memories in my rest life.

Lesson Of Growing Mature

Finally I got a chance to connect to internet on weekend during this trip. Traveling from Melaka to Jakarta, the internet connection are not free in hotels. For saving the cost, we have been staying away from internet world for two weeks, and only concentrated our time on the fieldwork.

I have a major mission and lesson to work out in this trip, and it's kind of tough for me so far. I think I have been tring my best to act my role, but still not good enough. Before this trip, I spent a long time for listening my heart, for thinking the better way to face my issues inside, for assuming many kinds of scenarios and oppertunities.

These days I felt some frozen relationship starting melted. It's a good sign for developing a new relationship, for reconstructing new basis of understanding. I believe the good will and true heart can soften everything and generate good interaction between people. Though I have no idea how will it end at the last moment, but I do hope there could be a good ending.

Some questions probably won't have answers till the end. And it seems no more important for the present moment. The only one thing I can make sure is, either good or bad fate we might experience, it would make us getting maturer and stronger in our life.

(Recorded in Sahid Jaya Hotel, Jakarta)

Ready to Meet Challenges

Finished packing my luggage, I am ready to fly for my first business trip of 2010. There will be two stops in the coming 3 weeks. This time I have one excellent colleague being my company. I knew she got a bit nervouse since we need to audit and read documents in English for our projects. I wish I may try my best to be a good partner to release her pressure.

Everything seemed smooth these days except the breakdown of my computer two days ago. Some good signs made me fell peaceful. I got a lot of supports from many colleagues and friends as if I was empowered to be a superman.

I know it will be tougher than my last visit with a series of challenges. Here wish us every good luck and have a pleasant trip for the coming new projects~

Blooming Everywhere

Today is the first working day of 2010. A brand new opening and the first post of 2010. Though having been busy the whole day long, I felt harmonious inside. An ordinary day, no news, no surprise. That I would call a good day.

Yesterday I took bus and passed by Daan Park. I saw there was a flowershow and suddenly got off the bus by a sudden impulse. I am glad to drop by the park and saw a lot of great and creative flower arts, especially in such cold weather. The colorful flowers always bring me a delight mood. Just took some photos and plus a soft song for sharing what I enjoyed there.
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